Monday, May 21, 2012

Why Do I Write?

by Glynis M. Belec


So I dished out the homework at our last Writers Unite meeting and no one grumbled.

"Write a 200 - 300 word essay titled: 'Why Do I Write?'" I said in my nicest voice.

I handed out the usual directives to write from the heart and let the words flow.

"Dig deep and try to fathom the real reason you use words - whether it is through song, poetry, prose..." I did prattle on.

My lovely fellow scribes are a contented and wonderfully supportive group when we gather each month at our obliging little down-town studio. (And I still am in awe at the way they seem to trust me lots when it comes to the written word.)

Some days, when I get zero accomplished in the writing department, I feel such a phony. At the meetings I encourage everyone to try to find at least some time in a day to write. I tell them the importance of keeping at it and I tell them to never give up hope and to pursue with passion what God has laid before them. I need to practise what I preach!

As I was enjoying the beauty of  today, and contemplating dropping a Facebook reminder to everyone to not forget their homework, I realized that I, too, need to do my homework. I need to do my homework not because I fear the backlash of my fellow writers, or anticipate the naughty chair. After all, should the leader be required to do homework, too?

Ah yes, I need to do my homework and ask myself Why do I Write? so that I can inhale deeply and be refreshed and reminded about how much God has blessed me with something I never thought I deserved.

So...why do I write?

I write because the words that I need to come out of my mouth don't.
I write because I have little voices inside my head compelling me to do so.
I write because God gave me a voice.
When I look around I see the hurried, the harried, the beleaguered, the forlorn.
I see the beauty, the purpose, the confusion, the significant.
And I want to write about it.

I write because I am fascinated with how 26 little letters can be combined to create thousands of words.
I write because I love to hear someone say, "I can really relate to that" or "thanks for giving me a smile" or "I understand what you are going through."
I write because God gave me a purpose.
When my mind drifts, it drifts to places that excite and spur me into action. I want to write down what happened because I am sure someone would like to know about it. Or not.

I write because I love to communicate; to connect; to impart learned ideas or thoughts.
I write because a teacher once told me I was good at it.
I write because sometimes it feels like I am worshipping God.
Pouring out my heart on a page is balm for my soul. Behaviour modification is accomplished when I focus and adapt. Then I still myself - ready to think and speak through words. I love that feeling.

I write because of the satisfaction I acquire from seeing how words can stir a soul.
I write because of the sense of accomplishment.
I write because there is so much to share about God's Amazing Grace.
When I write there is something surreal about the journey - the beginning, the middle, the end.
When I write with God on my mind...and with gratitude in my heart for the love of words; when I listen for His direction and respect His timing, I feel like I understand a little tiny piece of God's heart.

...That is why I write...


Oh, that my words could be recorded. 

Oh, that they could be inscribed on a monument, 
carved with an iron chisel and filled with lead, 
engraved forever in the rock. 
"But as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives, 
and he will stand upon the earth at last. 
And after my body has decayed, 
yet in my body I will see God! 
I will see him for myself. 
Yes, I will see him with my own eyes. 
I am overwhelmed at the thought! 
Job 19:23-27 (NLT) 

Friday, May 18, 2012

A Day in the Life of a Homemaker—den Boer


Tuesday morning I awoke promptly at 6:30 to the smell of bread baking in the bread-maker and the sound of the baby fussing in her crib. I shuffled down the hall to the baby’s room. Little Elizabeth smiled winsomely as she arched around to greet me.

Sixteen and one quarter hours later at 10:45, I filled the bread-maker with ingredients and shuffled off to bed. My question is, did anything in those 16 hours between emptying and filling my bread-maker produce fruit that would last?

I could rate my activities by how soon they would have to be repeated. Filling my cupboards with clean dishes from the dishwasher wouldn’t have to be done again for another eight hours. Washing a load of baby Elizabeth’s diapers was good for two days. Having the rugs shampooed and scotch-guarded would last up to a year.

On the other hand, something relational like my reaction to the question by the carpet-cleaning man when he heard baby noises, will possibly become what is called a lasting memory. “You have grandchildren here?” is not what this mother of a seven-month-old wanted to hear. I’m only 45. I told him rather pointedly that the baby was mine. He got embarrassed and mumbled something about his own grandchildren.

If I took an eternal measuring stick to the day, I would have to look at deeds done for others. What were my motives?

I like to think that each of the six times I fed the baby I did it out of love...or was it duty? And each of the half dozen times I changed her diaper, I did it out of love...or was it necessity? Genuine love caused me to wave at my eldest daughter Angela on her way to work as our vehicles passed each other on the street...or was that pride? Surely, love motivated me to let Paul stay home from school. He was covered with an itchy rash. Or was my motivation fear that he would contaminate his school mates?

Love certainly didn’t figure in as I spring cleaned behind the refrigerator. I did this to appease Marty who doesn’t like dirt. Then again maybe I did it out of love for Marty. I finished designing a two-page newsletter on the computer simply for money, although I did enjoy doing it. (Was this love?)

I drove a neighbour who doesn’t have a vehicle over to the Housing Authority so she could pay her rent. I did this because she asked—or was it because it made me feel good? Or was it love?

When Nora, whom I hadn’t seen for 20 years, phoned me to invite our family to her parents’ 50th wedding anniversary, I chatted for a quarter hour, I was genuinely interested in her family—or was I just nosey?

At the end of the day, all I can say is, “Lord, purify my heart.” I want love to be my motivation and I want to be pure.

I appointed you to go and produce fruit that will last...I command you to love each other. (John 15:16b–17, New Living Translation)

A friend read this description of my day and immediately felt sorry for me. It seemed to her I was striving to become acceptably righteous. That is not the case. God chose me; I don’t have to earn His approval. I was merely examining my day for fruit that would last. I’ve been grafted into the vine. Now I want to produce plenty of excellent fruit.

As I complained to the Lord about my friend’s misdirected pity, I heard Him say, “How do you think I feel when people misunderstand My book?”

Excerpt from Blooming, This Pilgrim's Progress by Marian den Boer

Thursday, May 17, 2012

When the Bright Lights Dim - Gibson

The “Painter of Light,” as the world knew him, died last month. Artist and author Thomas Kinkade, widely known as a devout Christian, was among the world’s highest earning and most popular living artists.


After his death, I sat with one of his books on my lap, and one of my grandbeans at my side. Reading aloud. Every so often she stroked a page. “That’s SO beautiful, isn’t it Nana?”

Indeed. Page after page showed heavenly views. Homes and cottages with lighted windows; abundant, colourful gardens, tidy stone pathways leading to quiet forests, and skies resplendent with God’s glory.

The artist chose to illuminate his paintings with words like these from poet Eliza Cook: “Sweet is the hour that brings us home, where all will spring to meet us…”

Kinkade was good at making people long for home. Repeated references to his own home and family cheered and encouraged admirers of his work: Keep your hearts at home. Enjoy the good God has given you there, at your side. Those were Kinkade’s messages.

But the artist’s simple pastoral canvases, of late, hid something disturbing. The last several years of the fifty-four year old painter’s life included great personal darkness. As critics in the art world accused him of schamltz, sentimental trip-trap, and the equivalent of artistic harlotry, reports of his bizarre behavior increased. Gallery owners accused him of defrauding people in the name of God. He battled with alcoholism. He replaced his wife with another woman, and became estranged from his family.

Pedestals are perilous places. Pride and popularity taper up to the jagged pinnacle of greed and wealth, and not many can keep their balance there. Apparently Mr. Kinkade lost his. I grieve that, but I understand it.

And this: When my grandchild and I finished reading that book on the warmth and blessings of home, every page filled with something that fingered her tender heart, she closed the book, stood up and said, Nana, I want to go home. So I walked her home. Her daddy greeted her with a hug and welcomed her there.

Good work, Thomas, I thought. No matter what you were.

Like Mr. Kinkade, I strive to serve God and others well with the gifts he has given. But also like him, I am a worm. An earth-crawler with dirt on my face, the hope of heaven in my spirit, and a prayer in my heart: “Lord, may the seeds I plant grow a longing in people’s souls for all things right and good.”

But God forbid that thinking I stand, I fall. For one day he will judge me and Mr. Kinkade and you, too—not on what has grown from our lives, but on whether he finds love and acceptance of his own Son, Jesus Christ, nestled in our hearts.

As did my grandbean, I pray to arrive safely home to be met by my Father’s embrace.

(Sunny Side Up-wk. of April 30)


Among other places, author, newspaper columnist and broadcaster Kathleen Gibson ponders faith and life in Sunny Side Up and on Simple Words.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

French Fries or Yam Fries? - M. Laycock


I began writing when I was very young. It was as natural as walking, as enjoyable as eating my favourite food when I was hungry. My parents encouraged me; so did my teachers. My first publication was in a high school anthology. I'll never forget the feeling of seeing my name under that title, in print for the first time. But it was many years before I was to feel that tingling again. In fact I was in my thirties when I sent a short story to a magazine and a cheque came back. I was thrilled. My husband said, "Hey, do you think you could do that again?"

So I started looking for markets. I joined a writers' organization and entered their contests. My writing won prizes. The readers of my column asked me to do a book. So I did. Then another, and another. I got a day job that allowed me time on a computer so I wrote a book. That won the Best New Canadian Christian Author Award and was published. Now the sequel, A Tumbled Stone, has just been released.

Then a friend gave me her fantasy manuscript to critique. I loved it, enjoyed it, got lost in it. And I realized something. Somewhere along the way I'd lost a little of that "natural as walking" thing and a little of the joy of writing that I'd had in the beginning. What I'd been writing wasn't so much fun anymore - it was primarily market- focused. Reading my friend's fantasy reminded me that at one time that's what I wanted to write. But everyone said no-one would buy fantasy. So I stopped. It's not that I didn't enjoy writing the two contemporary novels that are now in print. Once I got going I did lose myself in the stories and the characters, and my readers tell me they do the same. But it wasn't quite satisfying. Kind of like eating regular French fries when what your taste buds are screaming for is Yam fries.

So I did a crazy thing the other day. I dug out the fantasy novel I wrote several years ago and sent the first 3,000 words to an agent. I'll be meeting with him in June at Write!Canada. I'm scared to death, but excited - more excited than I've been about my work for a long time.

What does all this mean? Well, you can keep on eating regular French fries and be quite content. You might even have some success. But those Yam fries ... they're going to give you what you really long for. And there's just no substitute. Life is short. Eat Yam fries.

Write what you love to write, the kind of work that gets your heart racing and your blood pumping. Maybe no-one will buy it, but you'll be satisfied just in writing it. Maybe it's what you were meant to do.

Monday, May 14, 2012

A Sanctified Imagination - V. Nesdoly

With our minds still full of praise for mothers, I am reminded of a Bible mother who was not only a good mother-figure (she was called a "mother in Israel"), but also an inspiration to those in any vocation, especially writers.

 "Thus let all your enemies perish, O Lord! But let those who love Him be like the sun when it comes out in full strength" was the prayer of judge Deborah (Judges 5:31). She was a woman leader of Israel who also had a vivid imagination. The "Thus" in her prayer refers to the details of her victory over Sisera as we find them in her song (Judges 5:1-31). This victory ballad is full of imaginative specifics.

Deborah describes in gory detail the incident of Jael killing Sisera with the tent peg and the hammer. She imagines Sisera's mother waiting for her son to return from battle. When he delays, Deborah envisions how this woman and her maids will explain his lateness to themselves:"Are they not finding and dividing the spoil: To every man a girl or two; For Sisera plunder of dyed garments..." (Judges 5:30).

But Deborah's most inspiring use of imagination is in Judges 4, before she ever has reason to sing that song. Then the situation is still dire. Israel under the thumb of Canaanite King Jabin (and Sisera, his army commander), hasn't seen a ray of hope in twenty years (Judges 4:3). Yet Deborah says to Barak (the commander of Israel's army): "Up! For this is the day in which the Lord has delivered Sisera into your hand. Has not the Lord gone out before you?" (Judges 4:14). Her faith in God fuels her imagination so that she sees the victory before it ever actually happens.

Deborah's use of imagination demonstrates three ways we can use our imaginations.

• To affirm our faith: 
We sanctify our imaginings as we use them in the service of faith like Deborah did when she challenged Barak to go to battle with her. This is building a visionary future on God—His person and promises—and then going into action to make it a reality.

• To communicate the human experience:
Deborah's description of Jael's actions is imagination put to use in the service of story and poetry.

• To deal with misgivings and worries: 
Deborah's speculation of how Sisera's mother is handling her son's delay shows how imagination can supply us with feelings of well-being. However this kind of imagining can easily disintegrate into worry when we  fuel it with pictures of the bad things that may be happening.

How do we employ these facets of imagination in writing?

Our articles, stories, poems, and scripts begin in our imaginations. If we write at God's bidding, we lean on Him for vision and strategies on how to go forward with our ideas, and then we take those steps with faith-filled imagination.
We use our imaginations to communicate the human experience via story, poem, script, or anecdote. Writing is using imagination to  inhabit our characters. Words are the gestures. The page is the stage.
We resolve to use our imaginations in ways that help us. What are the chances of us finishing a story or a book if we nurture the negative pictures our imaginations so readily supply, of editors throwing our submissions in the garbage, or our books garnering one-star reviews? Rather, we must choose to use imagination positively to envision (and pray into) our projects being accepted, our books published,  and our efforts making a difference in someone's life.

May we as writers use our imaginations in all the positive ways that Deborah did.

(Adapted from "A Sanctified Imagination" published on Other Food: daily devos November 20, 2011)

 - Violet Nesdoly

Friday, May 11, 2012

Tell The Truth - Arends



I have been feasting of late on Marilyn Chandler McEntyre's Caring for Words in a Culture of Lies.  She exhorts all of us -- and most especially writers -- to consider language a precious resource that we are called to steward with faithfulness and wisdom.  In a chapter entitled "Tell the Truth" she provides this thought-provoking list about some of the things the truth is ... and isn't.


Truth is elusive.
Truth avoids institutional control.
Truth tugs at conventional syntax.
Truth hovers at the edge of the visual field.
Truth is relational.
Truth lives in the library and on the subway.
Truth is not two-sided; it's many-sided.
Truth burrows in the body.
Truth flickers.
Truth comes on little cat's feet, and down back alleys.
Truth doesn't always test well.
Truth invites you back for another look.

Tell the truth today, whenever and however you can.  I have it on good authority that the truth can even set you free!

Carolyn Arends

Coming next week to an e-reader near you ... watch www.carolynarends.com for details!

Thursday, May 10, 2012

When I Met Jesus - Laura J. Davis

This is my first time to post at Canadian Writers Who are Christian and while I am familiar with most of the authors that post here, I realized as I set out to write something today, that you (the reader) and even some of my fellow authors, may not know a thing about me. So I thought that today I would begin by telling you a little about myself. We'll start with how I met my best friend - Jesus.

Many folks who acknowledge Christ as Saviour probably had someone lead them to him. Over the years, many tried to lead me to the feet of God, however my ears were too clogged and my heart too full of bitterness to hear them. It wasn't until a little book called The Omen came into my life, that I started to wonder what this "Jesus thing" was all about. 

The Omen, if you recall, was a book about the Antichrist. A movie was made about it in the '70's starring Gregory Peck. It was your basic horror book/movie. At that time in my life I was into horror movies, tarot cards and a few other things that kept me far away from God. Anyway, in the book the author had included scripture from The Book of Revelation in the Bible. I was so intrigued that Jesus was coming back again, that I read the entire book of Revelation one night. I went to bed shaking like a leaf! Jesus was coming back AND the world was going to end? That was too much for my 17 year old mind to take. I went to bed and immediately started dreaming. In the dream, I was standing alone underneath the glow of a streetlight. All around me was darkness. Then I heard a voice that said, "Laura, where are you going?" and I shouted back, "I'm going to hell." From there I went immediately to hell, a horrible place! A saw the river Hades, I felt the heat, the screams of lost souls and I woke up screaming and sweating.

Fortunately for me, Campus Crusade for Christ had just been to my high school and someone had given me a copy of the Four Spiritual Laws. I sprang from my bed and searched my room for the little booklet. I read the whole thing and then I read the entire gospel of John. It was after reading John that I realized what I had to do and I got down on my knees, confessed my sins, thanked Jesus for dying for me and invited him into my life. Around 5:00 am I went back to bed and I had another dream. I was dressed in white and I was coming out of a very dark place. I stepped into heaven and Jesus came and took my hand and said, "Now, everything is going to be alright."

The next time I am back, I will fill you in on what else happened. For now, I invite you to visit me at my website at http://www.laurajdavis.com where you can find out a little bit more about me and take a peek at my books Come to Me and Learning from the Master.



Until we meet again, have a blessed week!

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

THE GOD OF LAUGHTER -- Alan Reynolds




Abram the Bedouin lived on the caravan route between the two great centers of civilization and commerce of his ancient time (Syria and Egypt). Of course he met many travellers and traders and would welcome them to his tents with his best Bedouin hospitality.  In the exchange of introductions he would give his name -- Abram, which meant "father of many."  And the natural response would be, "Tell us, O father of many, how many sons do you have?"  And poor Abram would be forced to reply, "None."  One can almost hear the snort of suppressed laughter which Abram, so many times over the years, must have found so very humiliating.

It was especially difficult because Abram claimed that he had been promised by the God he served, Yahweh, the "Lord," that his descendants would number as the sand, and that he, Abram, would be fruitful and multiply and be, not just the "father of many" but even the "father of many nations."

Even when he was 99 years old, and Sarah his wife 90 years old, Abram claimed that the Lord appeared to him and repeated the promise.  The story tells us that Abram, the man noted in the New Testament for his faith, fell on his face laughing.

To make matters worse, God told Abram to change his name to Abraham, meaning "father of a multitude."  Imagine what probably happened when the old man called together the members of his tribe, nieces and nephews, servants and their families, and said to them, "The Lord has told me to change my name."  You can hear them saying behind their hands to one another, "Well the old man has finally come to his senses and given up.  Thank goodness we won't have to explain anymore why a man with no children calls himself 'father of many.'"

So they waited to hear the new name.  "Henceforth," the old man pronounced, "I am to be called Abraham" (which means "father of a multitude").

Imagine the stunned silence, and later, in the privacy of their own quarters, the secret laughter.  Imagine Sarah remonstrating, "You old fool, it was bad enough before.  Why did you go and make it worse? Imagine how it makes me feel!"

Finally, when the messengers of the Lord came to Abraham by the "oaks of Mamre" where he sat by his tent in the shade, to tell him that within the year Sarah would bear a son, Sarah, eavesdropping from within the tent, was overheard to laugh.  Not just a giggle, but no doubt an honest-to-goodness belly laugh that couldn't be disguised as anything but what it was.  How embarrassing for Abraham, trying to be the good host and act with due seriousness in such a ridiculous situation.  And his wife, to be the bearer of the promise, guffawing in the hearing of his guests.

When the boy was born, they didn't get very pious and call him "promised of God," or "miracle child of our old age."  No, they named him as God had commanded, "Isaac," which means "Laughter."  As Sarah said, "God has made Laughter for me!"

And the Lord also, who might be thought to be above such casual humour, seemed actually to relish it.  Down the generations following, God kept reminding His people of it (they seemed to forget so often). "I am the God of Laughter," the Lord would say, "the God of Abraham, Laughter and Jacob."

Isn't it strange, when laughter is written not only into our very nature but into the very Word of God, that we should so often picture God as solemn and sober, somber and even sour.  Oh, let's not take away the seriousness of God's judgement or the reality of suffering. But let us remember that God is quite evidently a God who loves laughter.

We can, no doubt, blame our Puritan forefathers for such a somber attitude to religion, and serious men and women they were. Edward Irving wrote, "Laughter is a kind of bacchanalian state of the mind just as drunkenness is a bacchanalian state of the body."  Some of the Puritans refused to gaze on flowers, since they were "worldly things." And the 17th century pietist, August Francke, forbade children in his orphanages to smile, as he regarded humour and laughter as irreverent.

Remember that the Puritans had their reasons.  Life was a serious business in those days, full of hard labour, dangerous and mysterious diseases, and stern justice.  Then too, Puritanism itself was a reaction against the corruption of the Elizabethan and Jacobean eras, when humour gave way to debauchery and mirth to riot.  In their righteous zeal, the Puritans closed the theatres and forbade the celebration of Christmas.

Before we condemn the excesses of our Puritan forefathers, let us remember how far we have allowed the pendulum to swing again to the same extremes.  Have you listened lately to some of the nite-club humorists, or attended a movie in the last twenty years?

But still, surely laughter has its place and purpose in God's plan -- and perhaps a very central and important place. Laughter is written into nature.  It was Abraham Lincoln who said something like, "God must have meant us to laugh, or He wouldn't have created mules, monkeys, and men."  Whether we go to the zoo to laugh at the duck-billed, web-footed, flat-tailed platypus, or watch in our kitchen a kitten playing with a ball of yarn, we find much in nature and in natural life to make us laugh.

Dear God, we make you so solemn,
So stiff and old and staid,
How can we be so stupid
When we look at the things you've made?

Who watches the ostrich swallow,
Then doubts that You like to play,
Or questions your sense of humour
Hearing a donkey bray?

Could the God who made the monkey
Have forgotten how to laugh?
Or the one who striped the zebra
And stretched out the giraffe?

How could a solemn person
Fashion a pelican?
Or a perfectly sober Creator
Ever imagine a man?
(Helen Salsbury)

There is humour in the Bible too, so much of it, and so little of it recognized.  Isaiah laughed at those who spent money and effort to have an idol built "of a wood that will not rot," cast about with silver chains and fancy decorations, but then had to nail it down carefully so that it didn't fall over (Isaiah 40).

Read the story of Jacob (Genesis 27f.)  Imagine how the people loved to tell this story, and how the children loved to hear it.  Imagine how they laughed as they told of the one whose name meant "supplanter," born the second of twins but clutching on to his brother's heel  even in birth.  How he clothed himself in sheepskin to fool his blind old father into giving him the blessing reserved forthe first-born.  How he worked for seven years to earn the beautiful Rachel for his bride, only to lift the veil to find that he had married her older sister, Leah! How he engaged in such a war of wits with his father-in-law that they finally had to agree to part.  They agreed on a "line of demarcation" and there they built a cairn as a divider, agreeing that neither would step over the line.  And just to make sure, they repeated together, "The Lord watch between me and thee while we are absent one from the other."  In other words, a formula of mutual mistrust: "Remember, when I can't keep an eye on you, the Lord is watching what you're up to."

In the New Testament, we have the instance of Paul preaching at such length to the elders at Ephesus than one of the congregation fell asleep and fell out of an upper-story window.

Or there's the instance of four friends tearing up the roof of a house in order to lay at the feet of Jesus the one who couldn't walk! Or little Zacchaeus climbing the sycamore tree.

Remember how often Jesus used humour in his teaching.  There was the man with the great plank in his own eye trying to take a speck out of another's eye. Or the person who put the candle under the basket instead of on a stand.  Or the camel trying to get through the eye of the needle. Or Solomon worrying about his wardrobe while the flowers, a million strong in their finery, fluttered carelessly in the field.

There is ample evidence of Jesus' suffering, of His sorrow for our blindness and sin.  The shortest verse in the Bible is, "Jesus wept." But there is also ample evidence that Jesus was one who had a sense of humour and enjoyed laughter.  John's disciples, they said, fasted and prayed, while Jesus' disciples feasted and danced.

"The foolishness of God is wiser than the wisdom of men," wrote the apostle Paul.  He wasn't talking about anything light. He was talking about the cross.  Yet, even here, in the end, is a kind of laughter.

"He who sits in the heavens laughs," says the second Psalm, and there does seem to be a kind of resurrection laughter that even the most sordid and tragic of our human circumstances, seen from theperspective of the fulfillment of God's purposes, may be an occasion for laughter.  Surely we do not believe that, in the end, it's the devil who gets the last laugh.

In Lazarus Laughed, the play he forgot when he wrote "Long Day's Journey Into Night," Eugene O'Neill pictured Lazarus, risen from the grave, going about laughing.  "There is only life," he says, "I heard the heart of Jesus laughing in my heart . . . and I laughed in the laughter of God." The crowds catch the spirit and begin to chant, "Laugh!  Laugh!  Laugh with Lazarus!  Fear is no more!  There is no death!"

At the climax of the play, Lazarus faces Caesar, laughs at his threats, and is put to death -- still laughing.

God grant us grace so to understand the power of God that we may
place ourselves in God's hands, not in fear and trembling, but with
the laughter of little children and the confidence of those who know
that the Victory has been won.

Not merely in the words you say,
Not only in your deeds confessed,
But in the most unconscious way
Is Christ confessed.

Is it a beatific smile?
A holy light upon your brow?
Ah no -- I felt God's presence while
You laughed just now!
(Beatrice Cleland)


Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Ready to Go, But. . .- Austin

There is an intriguing tension between faith in God, with its comfort and assurance in the face of tragedy or death, and the love of life. I believe we have a God-given passion to draw one more breath.

I sat at a bedside just recently. The goodbyes had been said. Tears had spilled. She had lived a long, full life, though she did not seem 'old.' Her body had battled an invasion, swift and brutal. A blood-clot had led to tissue death and massive infection. She had suffered intense pain and debiliting exhaustion. In the small hours of the morning as her breathing slowed, I had every reason to think her body was simply shutting down, surrendering in a fight it could not win.

I loved this woman, mother of my bride, though I had rarely spoken that love. More than once tears filled my eyes as I sat beside her. I prayed, sometimes a selfish prayer. "Restore her, for me, for the rest of the family." Sometimes less selfish. "Let her lungs work fully. Don't make her spend hours or days dying. Please God, let her live fully whatever hours she has left." Mostly I sat with an inner quiet and a strange sense of measureless privilege. Why should I have the right to be here, at this time?

She loved God. Death did not terrify. She, too, had said her goodbyes. Yet her body fought for life. It would not give in.

I struggle with the theology of Dylan Thomas' poem: "Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light." It doesn't sit will with my belief that as believers we have every reason to face death with confidence. Yet I am also convinced there is much truth in the poem's message. We're not meant to just give up and die. The burning desire to draw one more breath is -- I am fully convinced -- a God-given passion.

Intensive Care facilities are noisy places, with hums and clicks and hisses, and with highly trained medical staff only a few paces away. Yet as I sat beside her from 3:00 to 4:30 a.m., there was a sense of quiet in that room, of peace, and of privilege. I have no adequate language.

I thought I was there for a home-going, and I ached deeply even as I silently celebrated. I was mistaken, and for that I'm still celebrating -- though not quite so silently. Looking back, I'm convinced I was present for her healing. By morning she was stronger than she had been for weeks. And by 4:00 p.m. they had moved her out of Intensive Care.

A few nights later my wife and I read the passage where Jesus told His Disciples, "I go to prepare a place for you." I caught myself wondering if we did Mom any favours by praying for her healing. We were greatly blessed that she made it through the night. We felt the intense thrill of seeing her moved out of Intensive Care, then gaing strength and finally returning home. But she would have been celebrating in a new home, with a body free of pain and exhaustion.

I haven't got it all sorted out in my mind. I'm not convinced we are supposed to simply give up and "go gently into that good night." But I'm also not at all convinced we have any cause to "rage, rage against the dying of the light." God's promises are trustworthy even in the darkest hours, so somewhere, there is a balance, though I suspect each of us have to find it for ourselves.

Brian Austin, author of Munnin's Keep 

Saturday, May 05, 2012

I Love Kindle - Meyer


Yesterday, I took another small brave leap into the technological morass which has inundated our culture and forever changed “life as we know it.” (Drum roll, please…)
I downloaded Kindle to my PC.

Though perhaps not such an earthshaking event to some of you, to this northern girl who would love nothing better than a cabin in the bush, heated by wood, and lit by a coal oil lamp… well, you get the picture.

It’s only been around ten years since my husband wrestled pen and paper out of my hands (metaphorically speaking) and insisted that I try writing my books and articles with a computer, storing the information on 3.5 floppy disks. And then came the huge step of “getting on the Internet” which my very patient middle son taught me how to do. I developed a website in 2005, which I still have and another one a couple of years later.


In 2008, I began blogging – on this site! It was difficult for me to do a lot more on the Internet because we only had a low-speed dial-up connection. Then we broke down and got a satellite dish (ugh!) affixed to the side of our house and I was able to Tweet on Twitter post on Facebook and sometimes even watch a youtube video (on the days when our connection is good).

But I am an author and I LOVE books – real books with pages that you can feel. I have books that are over a hundred years old – and I just love the fact that I know this book is still just exactly how it was written – no revisions. You get a real feel for how people thought back then when you read a historical novel that is truly historical!
And don’t we all stare at computer screens too much in our workday without also doing this in our leisure time?

So why did I finally stroll over to the “dark side” and embrace this newest (for me) technological advance? Two reasons really: it’s cheap and it’s convenient. I can get an EBook for a fraction of the price and have it downloaded in seconds to my computer. Living 850+ km from the nearest bookstore, I would normally wait until I made a trip down south to wander through either McNally Robinson  or Aqua books or Hull's Family bookstore . Instead, I can just go on Amazon and download Barbara Ann Derksen’s mystery: Presumed Dead and even write a review on it!   

Did I mention that I was able to download Kindle FREE to my computer?
It’s so easy, even a recovering technophobe like me can do it!

Dorene Meyer
Award-winning Author of EBooks: 

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

The View - Ruth Smith Meyer


A gentleman sat in the screened porch of his cottage in the mountains.  Against the outside wall his three grandchildren played with their toys.  His wife leaned against his shoulder.  Through the screen one could see a pristine lake reflecting the blue skies and the grandeur of a rugged, snow-capped mountain. 
        “You know,” he said, “Sitting here, all I can see are those dirty screens full of bugs and dead flies. I really need to clean them.”

       In that moment, his beautiful grandchildren and the gorgeous scenery went unnoticed.  His focus was riveted on the dirty screen.
      In any given situation, we have a choice of views.  We can choose to concentrate on what is right in front of us, a few feet or yards in front of us or we can look further into the distance at the long-range view. 
      I sat last week, sharing the yucky post-surgery woes of my husband, thinking of the unsuccessful venture to remove the tumors from his spine. I looked up at the panorama outside my dear Wise One’s 9th floor hospital room and thought of that little story. I too had choices before me.  
       I could look at the flies on the screen of our present situation


  • ·        The fears about possible growth of the tumors and consequent paralysis.
  • ·        The treatment and side effects.
  • ·        The plans that would have to be cancelled.
  • ·        The end of life as we knew it and the journey with cancer that would dominate our days.
  • ·        The pain and suffering that may be involved




     But I realized I could instead choose to focus on what is right in front of me:


  • ·        The wonderful support of our families.
  • ·        The amazing prayer support of our churches, friends and their churches and friends of our friends.
  • ·        The wonderful gift God gave Paul and I in bringing us together in this season of our lives.
  • ·        The days, and by God’s grace, months and perhaps years we may still have.
  • ·        The loving and committed care of the nurses, the skills of our doctors and other support staff.




              I can also look beyond the screen


  • ·        to the tapestry of my life in the larger view of God’s presence woven through the pattern of my years,
  • ·        the rich hues, dark and light, with which he coloured my days. 
  • ·        And far off on the horizon and beyond the skies, the promise of eternal life with my Lord and God and reuniting with those I love.


            What a view!


Ruth Smith Meyer 
www.ruthsmithmeyer.com

Burning Words by Rose McCormick Brandon

The rhythm formed by a writer's unique way of stringing phrases and sentences becomes their voice. This voice is the author's trademark. Take Irish writer, Frank McCourt, (Angela's Ashes, Teacher Man, 'Tis) as an example. It wasn't unusual for McCourt to write a whole paragraph of one continuous sentence. I imagine that his writing teacher, if he had one, might've said, "You'll never publish Frank, never. Anyone who doesn't have a relationship with the period can't ever publish." But, this flaw became McCourt's voice. His words flowed onto the page with a lilt, a distinctive, pleasurable hum. They warmed readers' hearts and made us wish that his had been a longer life filled with more joyful run-on sentences.
When I read scripture, I'm moved by the way its voice rings with holy zing. Its words strike me in the heart, or conscience, and urge me to change my ways. They comfort, encourage and inform. They remind me that the way I think is not the way He thinks.
Scripture sparkles with light. In its words, I recognize the Father's voice. His words affect me like no human's words.
I have favorite writers and McCourt is one of them, but his words don't admonish me or cause me to change my ways. They warm my heart but they don't stir it. I read his words for pleasure, a treat, but I read God's word for spiritual nourishment, a necessity.
After His resurrection, Jesus caught up to two disciples on the road to Emmaus (about 7 miles from Jerusalem). They were discussing the crucifixion. Jesus joined their discussion, quietly at first. Then, He explained to them the meaning of His death and all the events leading up to and after it. After a shared meal, Jesus disappeared. It was then the two men realized who had been speaking with them. One said:
Were not our hearts greatly moved and burning within us while He was talking with us on the road and as He opened and explained to us [the sense of] the Scriptures? (Luke 24:32)
Burn. That word aptly describes the feeling that comes from reading holy writing. No other book contains words that move us to the depth of our souls, transforming, burning words that change us.
His words, in His voice, are still changing people. No other writer's words can do that.

Rose McCormick Brandon is a frequent contributor to several publications. She also publishes stories of British Home Children at The Promise of Home.

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Do Mission Statements Change?

I've been writing professionally for most of my adult life.  My first novel, THE JOSIAH FILES was published twenty years ago by Thomas Nelson. 
When I began, I attended a Finding Your Mission Statement workshop at a Christian writer's conference.  Through prayer and much thought I came up with one. It guided my life and my writing for a whole bunch of years. My intent was to write about real Christians who were suffering, real people who felt ostracized and out of place within the Christian culture. I had gay people in my books who were still gay at the end. I wrote about a minister’s wife who loses her faith, and by the end of the book she is still searching and unsure. I wrote about a Christian woman who is abused by her Christian husband and by the end of the book they don’t reconcile, but she finds the strength to leave him.
I used to think mission statements were sort of like getting married. They were yours for life.  I think maybe the workshop leader even told us this. 
I'm not sure I believe that anymore. Corporations change their mission statements from time to time. Companies change their names and their logos. Before I wrote novels  I was a news reporter for a local paper in western Canada.  Every five to ten years the newspaper would go through a complete metamorphosis. Masthead, colors, and logos would change. In other words their 'Brand' changes. 
My website has changed. My brand has changed. Even my name has changed. I’m writing mysteries under the name LR Hall now. 
Life has changed me. I’m reminded of the old joke about the child psychologist who had six theories and no children and then went on to have six children and no theories. I had all the answers back when I started. Armed with my mission statement I was going to change the world. Everything was black and white. 
The publishing industry has changed astronomically in twenty years and with 18 novels, I've been there through all its ups and downs. Back in 1992 the highlight of my day was not checking my e-mail, but waiting for the mailman to come. My acceptance letter was an actual letter. With a stamp on it. (In case anyone is wondering what an actual letter is.)
In twenty years my own Christian walk with the Lord has grown such that I now see things in shades of gray.
Many of my years with Christian publishing were very good. I’ve worked with some remarkable editors who saw my vision, mission and helped me turn my books into the best they could be.   

But then, as publishing changed, things became “tighter”. It became more and more difficult to find a publisher willing to go out on a limb with me and publish Christian books that weren’t somehow “safe.” One publisher told me, “We just don’t know how to market you.”
So, for a short while I wrote the kind of books they wanted. I could write for hire couldn’t I? How hard could that be? Hard, it turned out. Really, really hard. I felt like I was losing part of myself. I had to leave Christian publishing. (Or Christian publishing as I know it now.)
I’m moving into the general mystery market with a brand new name. And so what is my mission statement now? It’s not very fancy. I still want to write about real people. I still want to write about struggles. I want to pour myself into my mysteries and make them the very best I can.  
But there’s more. I want to be a friend to people. I want to learn more about kindness. I want to take time for people and my family. I want to go for walks every day. I want to enjoy music and spend time with God every day and simply write the best books I can. That, I guess, is my mission.

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